happy veterans dayy

thank you to all who have put there life

out to save our country!

I thank you with all my heart.

this day is meant for you.

Now go out and have funn.

God Bless You.

Abusing our rights.

Some people don't really know how blessed we really are

but why do we abuse our rights

We have to right to speak our mind

but not rude and disrespectfully

We have the right to eat whatever we want

but not every single minute cause we are bored

We have the right to do whatever we want

but people take it all for advantage

If all of us realize what we do sometimes is wrong.

Maybe this world can be a good place after all.

4 syllables that spell love

L: stands for those that Lour you into their arms cause when your cold they embrace their warmth.

O: stands for Overly protection even when you don't need it.

V: stands for the Vile fights you get into over a shoe being in the hallway.

E: stands for those that never stop loving you.

EVOL: spell backwards is another type of definition. Love others for they will love you!

30 posts!

yay i have finally reached 30 posts. maybe not so important for you but I'm excited. thank you all for reading. those who don't know me. thank you all!
i am back and full of story's. I've had a great week. been busy and booked. but the first week of November was fantastic! those who have been reading my blogs ( or writings) please send comments. I'm really friendly and i like to chat alot. I love meeting new people! hope everyone had a great monday! ^__^

Happy Halloween

                                                                    zombie! zombie!

mmhhh

being sick wasn't my plan right before heading to the beach. but it also means i can catch up on the that sleep i have been lacking, and the tv shows i have missed. give a hand up fo being sick(:

halloween

knotts scary farm: the bestest place to go. they have 3 brand new mazes. if you haven't been. get there fast!

october feelings

walked out this morning and stood.

my little sister stoped and asked. "why are you just standing there?"

i smiled. "can you smell that?"

my sister now disgusted and walked toward my car.

"why do you want to smell the air. thats weird."

though she was just taking my words from my mouth.

"your not really understanding what i am saying. i smell rain, the cold air,

the chills of the fall. i hear the leaves, watch the rain hit the ground."

I looked at her and asked again.

"do you smell Christmas coming? or just feel it?"

my little sister shook her head.

"no"

before i drove off i took one good sniff and was off.

sanD

went down to san diego last weekend. got to say, it is so quite and peaceful (unlike the city).
my grandmother has a house that lye's on a golf course, so of course it would be quite. she has not yet moved in, so we were to sleep on the floor. still comfortable.
why is the city crazy, and the country quite? gah! questions again. well just wanted to let you know where i was. aha, i recommend in this crazy bipolar weather, to head to the beach and just marvel at the beautiful clouds, we wont see alot of them.
(and to those that read my blog, i will write MON-FRI. the weekends are free.)

                                         

no one who??

my name, shy

i hide from you

you speak but i turn my head

my name, silence

im part of you but i am not there

can you see me

i'm here

my name, invisible

weird, hated....

who m i?

_no one_

rain

rain

how i love you

cold

wet

and simple

why can't i hold you

simple leads to complicated

as i stand confused and heart broken

i deside to jump on you

though you run threw my toes and your feelings not yet hurt

damn you

cuz now im left in the sunny sky with nothing but your leftover rain pour



LoVe oR wAr

love or war?

what is love compared to war

love being passionate

war.....ash

to love someone is too be forever

war is and will always be

do you and i love

do you and i commit war

we are one

one fight can change everything

but one kiss can heal to broken cracks

you kiss my cold lips to heal

i lower my gun

as you lower as well

is it over?

a kiss

i wish please

my mirror has been glued together

my arms are clean

i love you more then war is pressed against us.

love or war? though we hate war

and it will be with us

love is more and will always be



embarressed? bothered? stabbed? and then killed.

does it bother you when i giggle when you held my hand at the beach

though ive never had anyone as cool as you to hold it first

does ut bother you when your with your friends that i tag along

though your amazing just to be with

does it bother you that i love when you kiss my check

even though i am not ready to be kissed on the mouth

does it bother you that i like to take you hats cause i like you

well it bothers me that you walk away from me when you with your stupid friends

it hurts me that u dont care

it bothers me that youd rather hang out with every other

girl but when come im less important but you love to taLK to me

my heart is hanging by a thread

any minute you will take your knife and rip it out

but later youll say sorry after i have replaced it with another

i have feeling for you and you have them for me....

why do you just stand there with a knife and say you love me?

IT HURTS!

Hello my darling

the night of our last night of dance

you take my hand with lightly touch

and begin to sway back and forth

the motion of our love plus the music playing so softly

began our first start of the rest of our lives

we had just met though you whisper in my ear

"Hello"

my heart already pounding from the kiss you gave me

i thought my knees would give out from fright

the night grew darker meaning it was the end

you walked to my step

but dress flowing in my hand

i said my goodnight and went to walk away

you took my hand and held it dear

telling me

"I don't want to say good bye"

hearing my mother bicker in the house

i told him I had to go

my hand still in his grasp

what do you want to say then

the white escaped my mouth

tighter he held me the more i wanted to fall

leaning toward me he kissed my cheek

"hello my darling"

that was the last day of the first of our life

he was mine as i was his

as this poem will live our with the bond of our love

                                                         ~Trisha

Love

back with pluges(;

heyy I'm backk(;

and with awesome plugs!

i've cooping with the first week of school...or should say trying.

Junior year is reall not the way to go. I hate it! senior year here i come!

I have never had so much work in my life O.O

College prep isnt doing much justice.

Just making my life a living hellll!!!

Then the fact i will soonn be scouted by the colleges for swimming, and SAT's are coming, and i will have my license in october....wow! never had a schedule this busy....oh!oh!oh! and i have to find a job too!

But i am doing well in all of this, and this year will be the best!

Now i have plugs...super awesome! now i am officially scene! watup!(;

bowling(;

for you my best friend

you see right through my pretenses

you look right through my mask

you know just when i need a hug

i never need to ask

you show up when im lonely

you stay when im depressed

all of my rude comments

you shrug away in jest

you see all my dark

you see all my light

your always by my side

even when im not right

you cheer me when im sad

you catch me when i fall

how did you come to earn my trust,

when i trust no one else at all? 

packing time!

time to pack once again to head up to palm springs....im kinda excited that i get to go shopping...but i am also kinda mad that i have to leave my bed behind. Grrrr!

the past 7 days...

im back! now i get to tell you what went on the past week

the beach was rough

my sleep was laggy

and my friends were brilliant!

there are always ups and downs everywhere

but i had the best time at san O

we got to ride the waves @ old mans

sk8 up and down the streets with the long boards

ride the waves @ oceanside

there was not one minute that we were not without

something to do

SAN ONOFRE              

i get to camp out for a whole 3 days living off the nature! we not really, i eating regular food, and camping in a tent.

Yupp all good with a bikini and beach!<3<3<3

wish me luck!

Jennifers Body O.o

Aha! this movie was so confusing O.O
     But gotta say, it was a good movie.....despite all the major blood and eating body's scenes. It was crazy!

DQ

Ahh looks nummy huh?? deffently was(: here my sister is enjoying some kind of ice cream from DQ.

Beautiful day today(;

Today is starting off with just wonders! Helped my little kids in the ministry...had a drawing contest.
Met new kids today, Nolan and Catherine, to kids that talk the most out of everyone.

Heading to my grandma to go swimming all day! i'll say hello to Mr. and Mrs. sunburn for you guys(:

swimming

Ah! nothing feels better then a nice cold pool on a beautiful hot summer day.
getting to hang out with friends and famliy, diving board contests....ahhh! this is the summer life.

Now summer is ending, and school is 2 or 3 weeks away....at lease we can say we had funn(:

Movie night with the family(:

Sitting around the flat screen and watching a classic 2010 film "Grown ups"....all the comedians in one movie, this is going to be epic.

But anyway, Grandma, Uncle, Dad, Mom, and lil Sis are all here.....ahhhh feel the love(;

Love

         "Hatred stirs up strife, but love covers all offenses."


—Proverbs 10:12

Movie with Mother

My mom an I just went to go see "Charlie St. Cloud", and i have to say my eyes were glued to the screen the whole time. Though i may have to watch it again. AMAZING! the acting an all! wow!

When we sat down my friends Alison, and Maria (a.k.a Mama) came in and watched it with us. I thought it was super fun, even though my friend Al was talking through the whole thing, I kinda got the point.
Then halfway during the movie, a middle aged woman and her spouse walked in to watch the movie with us. After she walked out to get popcorn, she went to sit in her seat, she missed the step sending herself tumbling in and over 2 rows of chairs and 2 steps.
Me of course being really bad when people trip and fall, i had to look away to calm down. My friends an I didn't know how to react to it so we waited til the movie was over to ask my mom what happen.

The day at the mall was ended when i drove my little sister, and mother home; today was a success! And tomorrow ready for more soakin up of summer.

~tootals!

Writing on the days you can barely stay awake

Well the title gives it away. Its about 10:41, just woke up (shocker to some people) and i got an email from my friends (plural) that they had just finshed the update on my book that was sent out about 5 days ago. My sister thought it was funny that i now have to write about another 30 pages and sent it out within the same time period. =P
Sounds like funn huh?

I do have alot of ideas i am trying slowly had into the story, but i have to rearange everything into it....Ah no biggy! i can do it! O.o